Isaiah 43:1 "But now, thus says the Lord, your Creator, O Jacob, And He who formed you, O Israel, 'Do not fear, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by name; you are Mine.'"
Pictures by Hayley Barnes, Now I Lay Me Down to Sleep
**Of note, we don't believe that Maddox is truly an angel, but simply a precious baby in the presence of Our Lord.
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Anonymous said…
Beautiful pictures! We are praying for your family.
Anonymous said…
He is so tiny and so beautiful! I am praying for your family...you were definitely blessed to have that angel in your arms!
Anonymous said…
What a beautiful, precious angel. Praying for your family. God Bless your entire family!
Robin,Jax,Florida
Anonymous said…
What a precious creation of the Lord!! Lifting you up in prayers.
He's beautiful! Those are incredible pictures - they perfectly captured everything you have been expressing in your heart on your blog since I started reading in December - I love your smile Kenzie - the joy of The Lord illuminates those pictures!
Anonymous said…
Kenzie, Dusty, and Deacon,
What a precious little boy! He is just beautiful. Thanks for sharing this journey with us. Our prayers will continue.
What a perfect little boy, your son! He is a picture of an angel and so beautiful. Thank you for sharing him with us. We will continue to pray for your whole family.
Thank you for sharing the pictures of your beautiful son...the overflowing of love from your hearts is so evident...I am deeply touched. What a priceless treasure these photographs are. I continue to lift you in prayer.
Anonymous said…
Beautiful and absolutely breathtaking pictures of your precious angel Maddox!! The love shown in these pictures are precious treasures. Oh how I wish he could of stayed longer. He has touched so many lives in such a short moment. He will live forever in your's and so many others hearts. Thank you for blessing me with your beautiful family. Hold strong to your faith and I know God will carry you all through this difficult time. My prayers are with you. Love, Amy
Thank you for sharing your preciouse son with all of us that have followed your journey. Our prayers are with you and your family and all the families that will be traveling this journey too some day. God Bless Karen
I LOVE the pictures. I have been checking back all night to see them. I am not a stalker, :-) I promise....I am just addicted to your family and your sweet baby boy!
My favorite is the one with Deacon kissing Maddox. That is so touching, but in my opinion, the greatest part of that picture is the smile that is just lighting up your entire beautiful face. It shows exactly where your heart is, and speaks volumes to everyone who sees it.
You are continuing to inspire me every moment. Thank you for sharing these beautiful pictures with all of us. Maddox is so precious!
Praising the Lord with you, Devin in Illinois
p.s. I just realized....our boys are up in heaven together looking down at us. I am certain they have already befriended one another. What an amazing thought.
Such beautiful pictures! Thank you so much for sharing such an intimate and special time with us. Our prayers are with your family as you continue on your journey.
Anonymous said…
Thank you for sharing the beautiful pictures of your son, but even more so for sharing your beautiful faith in the Lord. I can imagine you will have many dark times of grieving his loss, but your trust in His perfect plan is an inspiration to others. May our Father's love and the support of your family and friends carry you through. Lori in VA
wow, thankful God make beauty from our pain. It is a privilege to peek in on your family.
Anonymous said…
Kenzie, Those are amazing pictures! What a wonderful keepsake for you to have. He is a beautiful baby! I have been thinking about you guys today, hoping for strength and understanding to help you through this difficult time. carmen in Nebraska
I am a lurker who also lost a baby later in pregnancy due to something similar Oct 06. His heartbeat only for seconds. I know this is devastating but keep trusting in the Lord. He will get you through anything....I know, he has done it for me! Tabatha www.minishfamily.blogspot.com
what a beautiful baby boy...what a beautiful family and a beautiful example.
Anonymous said…
Thank you for sharing you joy and your sorrow. Maddox looks so perfect. And he is. I'm sorry you didn't have the chance to watch him grow up, but so glad you'll be together again one day. I'm praying for you.
The smile on your face in that last picture is beautiful. I am so amazed by you! Your faith in this is a light, and Maddox is undoubtedly so proud of you!
Oh Kenzie - he is precious. I see Mary Grace when I look at him. How perfect they are! I love all of them but the one with you holding him brings a warm smile to my face. Ps. 127:3 Children too are a gift from the Lord, the fruit of the womb, a reward. And GREAT is your reward. Perfect sweet Maddox Donald Stanfield. Love, Kim
Kenzie- I've been praying since you went to deliver Maddox that you would have ot only an opportunity to meet Maddox before he went to be with Jesus... but that NILMDTS would capture the love and joy between all family members upon Maddox's arrival.
May the pictures of Maddox be a wonderful reminder of that loving son who awaits you in heaven...
Thank you for sharing what I can only imagine to be one of the most private and intimate moments of your life. It exudes Jesus!!!
Some of the most beautiful pictures I have ever seen and ones I know you will treasure for the rest of your lives. Maddox's family is in our prayers! Kim
Thank you from my heart for sharing this private and intimate glimpse of heaven with us. I am humbled to see the little boy I have prayed months for, and he is just a beautiful little boy, perfect. May the Lord continue to hold your hearts in His as you rest from all you have endured. Asking Him to bring sweet and gentle healing to all 3 of you. I love how Deacon is kissing his baby, so innocent and precious. All children are a gift from God.
these photos are beautiful. we found out about you guys through nathan's (cfhusband) blog. we will continue to pray for your family. maddox is beautiful. there is no greater gift than the true, unconditional and joyful love that you poured over him during his time here on Earth. life has nothing better to offer than what he knew.
Anonymous said…
Oh, he's so beautiful. Truly he is... I wept from it. And not a glimpse of sadness in your face... how blessed you are.
Thank you for sharing this precious time with us.
Anonymous said…
What a PERFECT, BEAUTIFUL little angel. He was just precious. Thank you for sharing. GOD Bless you and your family.
He's just beautiful. Big brother looks so proud. :*)
Anonymous said…
thank you for sharing the beautiful photos of your precious family. What a precious little angel. Your faith in the Lord shines in the pictures. Prayers for you during this time.
Oh, Maddox is just beautiful!!!! what sweet precious pictures! So wish we could join your family in celebrating Maddox's life! Our family will be there in spirit. thank you for sharing pictures of your wonderful precious family. you have TWO beautiful handsome sons! Continuing to pray for joy, peace and protection for you all. My heart is so touched seeing Maddox with his family. jen in al
Maddox is absolutely beautiful! And now he's perfect! I'm praying for your family I wish I couls go to the service but I'm in Indiana I'll be there in spirit though
What a beautiful boy and family! I am so inspired by your faith in God. Though I know your heart must be aching, you will see Maddox again some day. You and your family will be in our prayers!
Kristy (PA)
Anonymous said…
What a precious little boy! I'll be praying for your family. May you find the strength and courage to be at peace!
Anonymous said…
What a sweet boy! There are no words! Praying for you and your family.
Carrie in Indiana
Anonymous said…
Beautiful and precious. What priceless moments you have shared with us. Thank you for sharing your heart. I continue to pray for you and your family. May God continue to be glorified!
The pictures are beautiful. He truly looks like a little angel. Thanks for sharing your journey with us. May God continue to work in your lives as you have shown us he does.
Our family went through such a similiar situation. We weren't fortunate enough to have NILMDTS but we were encouraged to take photographs and we did...and I'm so glad. They have brought us reality to a day that didn't seem so real. God bless you guys always.
I just wanted you to know that a mom in PA has been praying for you. Last night before bed, in the middle of the night when I was awake, and even this morning. May Jesus bring you comfort as you grieve for your precious little boy! Know that Jesus loves him even more than you do and I have confidence that he's taking good care of him!!
Anonymous said…
My thoughts and prayers are with you. Rejoice in Chirst for Maddox is now free of disease!! Your faith in the Lord is amazing!!
I myself also have my little angel in heaven. Haniel left this earth a year ago this month due to HLHS (heart condition). We can only imagine them being wrapped around our Heavenly Father's arms!
God Bless You All
Dianett samdanmas@yahoo.com
Anonymous said…
What a precious moment!
We are praying for you
Anonymous said…
Your angel is beautiful!! This pictures did an amazing job capturing the purity of the moment. I am so thankful that your family was able to make it in time to be with you. My prayers are with you all..
What a precious little angel. I am so glad you finally got to meet him and hold and kiss him. He is a lucky little boy to be so loved. I am amazed at your strength through all of this and thank you for sharing your journey. I have truly been inspired by you and your faith. If you ever need a get-away, you are always welcome in KC. God Bless-Kim, Jason and Emmett
Kenzie, What a special time of joy and love. You look beautiful and happy, Dusty looks like a proud papa, Deacon is a sweet big brother, and Maddox is absolutely the most tiny, beautiful baby boy. Thank you for sharing such intimate moments with us. Still praying. :)
Melody Houston, TX
Anonymous said…
beautiful, absolutely precious pictures. you all are in my thoughts.
Anonymous said…
What beautiful pictures. I can not imagine experiencing what you all have these last months but the strength, love, and faith is something I will always remember and admire. What wonderful traits for young Deacon to learn from his parents. I know you all will cherish those photos forever. What a special way to capture a special moment as a family. Maddox will not be forgotten and will always be a part of your family. May God continue to bless you all.
Anonymous said…
I am a friend of Sarah Harrington who goes to your church. She had the link to your blog on hers. The pictures are beautiful and your testimony is amazing. God is so good and He is always in control. We are praying for you, The Mahoney's
You will cherish those pictures. I'm so glad to know you can have these memories. Thanks for sharing your story. You are impacting complete strangers and you're in my prayers.
The pictures are phenomenal--she did a great job capturing the moments. How awesome for you to have these to look back on. I will continue to remember you and your family in my prayers.
Hey, Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you again today, and still praying. Love and Prayers, Devin
Anonymous said…
Stanfield Family - I have been thinking of you and praying for you often. Your words are inspiring, your pictures amazing. Thank you for sharing your story and know how much of an amazing impact your family has had on so many lives, many of whom you don't even know. God Bless, Shannon (McIntyre) Hite
Your family has touched my heart! Sweet Maddox, your life will live on in the hearts of so many people.. but esp your mommy and daddy. Thank you for sharing your journey with us. You are being lifted up! -Patty
Thank you so much for sharing your precious son with us. I am praying for your family as you celebrate his life on Jan 26th and as you continue to celebrate his life in the years to come. Your pictures are so beautiful, especially Maddox with his big brother.
I found your blog throug a friend-of-a-friend and have spent the last half hour reading, crying, smiling....
Your story has touched me deeply as we lost our son at 2 1/2 months from a heart defect. He would have been 3 last month. It doesn't get any eaasier, but God is faithful. He is so very faithful.
Your testimony is reaching so many lives. I will be praying and remembering you all in the days, months, and years to come.
Beautiful pictures ~ thank you for sharing them with all of us. Kenzie,I love the one of you kissing Maddox - I'm assuming that's Dusty's hand on your shoulder? What an awesome picture that shares so many emotions ~ y'all continue to be in our prayers and thoughts.
Anonymous said…
Maddox is just so precious. i am still praying for you and your family.
Those must be the most beautiful and precious pictures I've ever seen. What a blessing to have tangible photos of Maddox! May God continue to comfort you and give you peace in the days and months to come.
Anonymous said…
Thanks for sharing such wonderful pictures of your beautiful child. You are an amazing family. Continuing to pray for you!
Anonymous said…
My heart and prayers go out to you and all who surround you. I hope that Saturday is a beautiful celebration to honor your son and faith. You are an amazing family. Thank you for sharing and giving some inspiration to us all.
Anonymous said…
Thank you Jesus for a beautiful boy!! Kenzie & Dusty we will be celebrating Maddox's life from a distance, but praising our Father for the time he gave you. Prayers will continue. With our love, brother & sister in Christ, Andy & Beccy
Anonymous said…
Dulce Maddox, lindo,pequeñito, ligero...llenito de amor como una brisa fresca paso por esta tierra, sin embargo su recuerdo quedará en los corazones de sus padres y hermanito y de todos los que les aman... Los abrazan a la distancia
Kenzie I'm sitting here watching the beautiful pictures of little Maddox, I never thought it was going to be easy but I really thought I was going to be so much stronger... What can I say? I just couldn't help the tears falling down my cheeks. I know you see Maddox's birth and short life as an opportunitie to finally meet him and spend some time with him, but I can't help it... I feel very sad.
I'm with you, no matter how far we are...
Anonymous said…
Thank you for posting the beautiful pictures. My son died 16-1/2 years and the hospital was suppose to take pictures of Jordan. We only have one and it is not something we can "leave out" due the birth defect he had. Many times I have wished we had pictures like yours. NILMDTS is amazing, I looked up their website. Blessings to your family. Cherrie
God hath not promised Skies always blue, Flower-strewn pathways All our lives through; God hath not promised Sun without rain, Joy without sorrow, Peace without pain.
But God hath promised Strength for the day, Rest for the labor, Light for the way, Grace for the trials, Help from above, Unfailing sympathy, Undying love.
Your family is a very strong and touching example of Faith. Peace be with you... Love, Zack & Alicia
Absolutely beautiful, perfect in every way. I've been following your story (stopped by your blog orig. after seeing Nate's "Confessions of a CF Husband" blog). I design jewelry here in Dallas and I am creating something very special for you. I was wondering if when you get a chance, you might email me your address, so that I can send you my gift. Casaderice@sbcglobal.net Designing for a Purpose, Heather Rice Faith Creations http://www.ricetrio.blogspot.com
Anonymous said…
My thoughts and prayers are with you today and everyday. Peace be with you and your family.
Absolutely priceless. You will treasure these pictures for a lifetime. Thank you for sharing with us. I am praying for you as your body and spirit begin to heal. I am thinking of you as you prepare for Maddox's memorial. God bless.
Mandy GA www.madelinegracehopkins.blogspot.com
Anonymous said…
Absolutely beautiful & heartwarming pictures! I will be praying for you & your family as you prepare for Maddox's celebration of life. Kenzi your writing has such a way of soothing. Thank you so much for sharing your story. Brandi
Bless you all. Thank you for sharing Maddox with us all and reminding us of how Great our God is, despite what we may feel or think about the situation we're in. He is in control and I think the light you reflect of His great love for us in all circumstances cannot go void. Your story has touched me as a believer, and I can only imagine how many will come to love our Dad because of Maddox's life. Thank you all for sharing him with us. May much love and healing and comfort come to you all.
Your sons are gorgeous!! I am so thankful that you trust in our Lord! We lost our daughter to a birth defect in March 2006, and I honestly don't know what we would have done if we didn't trust in Him. I can't imagine not being able to look forward to seeing her again to get me through the tough days. I am praying for your family as you heal physically and emotionally. Our sweethearts and perfect and running and playing and snuggling with Jesus as we speak. Love lots and lots, Amy
Anonymous said…
Prayers from Michigan! Your blog has really touched me! I'm so thankful that God has blessed you with His amazing grace! May you continue to have the peace and strength given to you by Him! You and your family are such an inspiration!
What a precious baby! How wonderful to know that he is waiting for you one day in heaven!
Take care! We'll be praying!
Anonymous said…
He is even more beautiful than I imagined. Thank you for sharing the story of his wonderful, but way too short life.
Kenzie, Dusty, & Deacon, My heart goes out to all of you. Your strong faith is so inspiring and I am humbled by you. I continue to pray for all of you. Your strength, courage, and love have been a blessing to so many. I will continue to pray for you and your family. Lana
those pictures are amazing...if you mind me asking, where did you get your necklace with the 2 silver circles? I'm looking for something like that with my 2 sons' names on them. We're praying for y'all. Rhondi Franklin, TN
Anonymous said…
i can't find the words to express what these pictures show.. they are beautiful, perfect and pure. maddox looks like such a stanfield, he's absolutely beautiful. his life and purpose has reached so many, we probably won't know the full impact he's had until heaven..
i am honored to have watched you walk this out, and want you to know that i will continue to pray for each of you as you continue on..
you both amaze me, and have challenged me, and watching the joy in the midst of suffering and trial has deepened my faith in ways i can't describe.
i am praying that God blankets you with his peace, love and mercy and i am thankful He has allowed me the privilege of witnessing His work through your lives.
Those who sow in tears will reap with songs of joy. He who goes out weeping, carrying seed to sow, will return with songs of joy, carrying sheaves with him. Psalm 126:5-6
Maddox and his family are a gift for us all. Thank you.
The pictures are amazing!
Rest in Gods peace.
Anonymous said…
Thank you for sharing your photos of your beautiful baby boy. May he rest in peace. May the Lord grant you peace and calmness in your heart in the days and weeks to come.
Fran
Anonymous said…
Thank you for stopping by my blog! I am so sorry for the loss of your precious baby ~ but very encouraged by your faith! May the Lord continue to strengthen you and encourage you as you walk through this time of grief.
My prayers are with you and your family. God is always faithful and it makes my heart smile to see your family handle all of this with grace. I too will join you in celebrating Maddox' life. God bless you and I send all my love and prayers to your family.
Kenzie, Your strength and faith overwhelms me (as it always has)! Evan & I are sending you our thoughts, prayers and love. Thank you for sharing with us all.
Comments
Praying for your family. God Bless
your entire family!
Robin,Jax,Florida
What a precious little boy! He is just beautiful. Thanks for sharing this journey with us. Our prayers will continue.
Love,
The Kirby's
Deb & Alyssa
Love,
Amy
Jennifer in Illinois
God Bless
Karen
I LOVE the pictures. I have been checking back all night to see them. I am not a stalker, :-) I promise....I am just addicted to your family and your sweet baby boy!
My favorite is the one with Deacon kissing Maddox. That is so touching, but in my opinion, the greatest part of that picture is the smile that is just lighting up your entire beautiful face. It shows exactly where your heart is, and speaks volumes to everyone who sees it.
You are continuing to inspire me every moment. Thank you for sharing these beautiful pictures with all of us. Maddox is so precious!
Praising the Lord with you,
Devin in Illinois
p.s. I just realized....our boys are up in heaven together looking down at us. I am certain they have already befriended one another. What an amazing thought.
Lori in VA
Those are amazing pictures! What a wonderful keepsake for you to have. He is a beautiful baby! I have been thinking about you guys today, hoping for strength and understanding to help you through this difficult time.
carmen in Nebraska
www.minishfamily.blogspot.com
I'm praying for you.
Ps. 127:3 Children too are a gift from the Lord, the fruit of the womb, a reward.
And GREAT is your reward. Perfect sweet Maddox Donald Stanfield.
Love,
Kim
May the pictures of Maddox be a wonderful reminder of that loving son who awaits you in heaven...
Thank you for sharing what I can only imagine to be one of the most private and intimate moments of your life. It exudes Jesus!!!
Praying for you in Nashville.
Maddox's family is in our prayers!
Kim
Cathy & Annabel
Thank you from my heart for sharing this private and intimate glimpse of heaven with us. I am humbled to see the little boy I have prayed months for, and he is just a beautiful little boy, perfect. May the Lord continue to hold your hearts in His as you rest from all you have endured. Asking Him to bring sweet and gentle healing to all 3 of you. I love how Deacon is kissing his baby, so innocent and precious. All children are a gift from God.
Prayers and Love and Hugs,
Laurie in Ca.
Thank you for sharing this precious time with us.
Thank you for sharing.
GOD Bless you and your family.
Yvonne,
Hou. TX
Such a sweet little angel.
My prayers continue to be with you and your family as the healing process begins!
Angela in central Ohio
Kristy (PA)
I'll be praying for your family. May you find the strength and courage to be at peace!
Carrie in Indiana
Tori - PA
I myself also have my little angel in heaven. Haniel left this earth a year ago this month due to HLHS (heart condition). We can only imagine them being wrapped around our Heavenly Father's arms!
God Bless You All
Dianett
samdanmas@yahoo.com
We are praying for you
I am so impressed by the Now I Lay Me Down to Sleep pictures that I visited their website to learn more... and now making a donation to them.
My thoughts are with you. Thank your for sharing these very personal pictures with us (especially blog lurkers like me :)
-Jenny
praying for you and your family.
jennifer
If you ever need a get-away, you are always welcome in KC.
God Bless-Kim, Jason and Emmett
What a special time of joy and love. You look beautiful and happy, Dusty looks like a proud papa, Deacon is a sweet big brother, and Maddox is absolutely the most tiny, beautiful baby boy. Thank you for sharing such intimate moments with us. Still praying. :)
Melody
Houston, TX
The Mahoney's
Katie
what a beautiful blessing your family photos are.
Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you again today, and still praying.
Love and Prayers,
Devin
.Tawny:)
Thank you for sharing your journey with us.
You are being lifted up!
-Patty
Blessings,
Shannon
I found your blog throug a friend-of-a-friend and have spent the last half hour reading, crying, smiling....
Your story has touched me deeply as we lost our son at 2 1/2 months from a heart defect. He would have been 3 last month. It doesn't get any eaasier, but God is faithful. He is so very faithful.
Your testimony is reaching so many lives. I will be praying and remembering you all in the days, months, and years to come.
Much love,
Summer Knobloch
como una brisa fresca paso por esta tierra, sin embargo su recuerdo quedará en los corazones de sus padres y hermanito y de todos los que les aman...
Los abrazan a la distancia
Familia Sanzana Pavez, desde Chile
I'm with you, no matter how far we are...
We only have one and it is not something we can "leave out" due the birth defect he had. Many times I have wished we had pictures like yours. NILMDTS is amazing, I looked up their website.
Blessings to your family.
Cherrie
Skies always blue,
Flower-strewn pathways
All our lives through;
God hath not promised
Sun without rain,
Joy without sorrow,
Peace without pain.
But God hath promised
Strength for the day,
Rest for the labor,
Light for the way,
Grace for the trials,
Help from above,
Unfailing sympathy,
Undying love.
Your family is a very strong and touching example of Faith. Peace be with you...
Love, Zack & Alicia
Lisa
Mandy
GA
www.madelinegracehopkins.blogspot.com
Brandi
What a precious baby! How wonderful to know that he is waiting for you one day in heaven!
Take care! We'll be praying!
UNC NICU RN
My heart goes out to all of you. Your strong faith is so inspiring and I am humbled by you. I continue to pray for all of you. Your strength, courage, and love have been a blessing to so many. I will continue to pray for you and your family.
Lana
We're praying for y'all.
Rhondi
Franklin, TN
i am honored to have watched you walk this out, and want you to know that i will continue to pray for each of you as you continue on..
you both amaze me, and have challenged me, and watching the joy in the midst of suffering and trial has deepened my faith in ways i can't describe.
i am praying that God blankets you with his peace, love and mercy and i am thankful He has allowed me the privilege of witnessing His work through your lives.
love,
emily
Will you have a charity or organization that people can donate to in memory of Maddox?
Psalm 126:5-6
Maddox and his family are a gift for us all. Thank you.
The pictures are amazing!
Rest in Gods peace.
May the Lord grant you peace and calmness in your heart in the days and weeks to come.
Fran
Praying for you,
Katie
Michelle
My prayers are with you and your family. God is always faithful and it makes my heart smile to see your family handle all of this with grace. I too will join you in celebrating Maddox' life. God bless you and I send all my love and prayers to your family.
Always,
Tangela
Your strength and faith overwhelms me (as it always has)! Evan & I are sending you our thoughts, prayers and love. Thank you for sharing with us all.
Love to you and your family!
Kacie